you're so beautiful

i realised last night, as i was talking to a friend
i realised that i realised, you have not left me
in fact, you never did leave

tongue twister aside.

my colleague and i were talking abt work and our respective projects
conversation goes along the lines of

F: are there any new pursuits in our company?
I: yeah, there are a couple, A, B, C, D, and E
F: dont know why B is taking so long to come back to us (here he refers to why our client is taking such a long time to decide on when to start the project and the details of the project)
I: i think god is great in his planning. dont worry abt it. everything will fall into place. im sure there are reasons for the delay. when we finish our current projects, the rest will fall into place just right :)
F: laughed off

i just realised i said those words as i was typing.
all these while i too was as concerned, just like F.
or am i being too complaicent now? i dont think so.
i do have my concerns. but not - worries in that sense.

today, it happened again.
after last night's trip back home from the 2-day outstation.
i've been worried sick about concluding this project and
my masters dissertation on time
(both of them having the same due date, how nice)

today..
my PM decided to push the project due date a lil further,
and the structure was such that i could only do most of the work when the team has submitted to me their parts. since im doing the master editing.

hence,
allowing me space and time to work on my dissertation first.

and,
the best part is. the deadline falls in perfectly.
i need to finish my dissertaion by next monday.
and i will be receiving the parts from my project team on monday too.

how awesome is that?
alhamdulillah :)