season's greetings

with typhoon T1 warning up! it was a year ago. when i wanted to come over there was the typhoon, and now again its happening. we laughed at it.

im out of the motherland's air radius! :)

arrived late last night, after flight delay, turbulences and random security checks. oh the usual. i slept throughout the flight, ha penat mcm tu skali. arrived the hotel, ate simple "home" food :) i miss.

we chatted, and you spoke alll night. i was happy to just lie by your side and listen. literally JUST listen. until about near 2am, and i could no longer make sense of the conversation, so i dozed off again.

we forgot to ask for extra blankies. i said it was alright and just slept. too tired to worry abt being cold or otherwise. only to realise later that night, you gave me your blankie and covered me up while you covered yourself up with just a kain batik.

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well, its the next morning now. did the norm. what i would usually do 1 year ago. washing, meals, and the domestic affairs.

gonna go out out later this evening for meetings.

am feeling very at peace with myself, alhamdulillah. what i actually wanted and needed so desperately.

it'll give me enough time to think, reflect, read coelho's book yang dah lama nak baca but never had time to, watch tv & PB together, roam the streets, do the 6 kms ritual walk, do groceries, go to the harbour and watch the birds, drink coffee while not in a stressful state - which means actually enjoying the smell and taste of the brew, polish my nails, spend time with him, oh the beautiful list is endless.

but throughout all this, the first thing on my mind when i arrived was you. and until now, it's you.