Sunday, July 19, 2009

wishful thinking

2 hours to go and..
im secretly wishing that
you'd take a rain check tonight.
besides, you hate kids & musicals.
so why in god's name again did you wanna come?
that i still can't figure out.

i so so so so so so so so sooooo
don't wanna see you tonight :(

let's see if You hear me out on this.

i don't wanna see or go out with anyone. it feels like im forcing myself for the sake of the people around me. and i think faking smiles are just - bad, for you and i.

how do i tell them all, that i AM o-kay, alone?
fact is, im pretty happy that i CAN be happy, on my own.
w/out depending on others, or - another half.

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