every now and then

i get this inexplicable feeling. no - need. or maybe rush of leaving. taking off. like literally too, leave my job and drop everything and just leave.

don't get me wrong, i love my job. so much so it's almost unbelievable what i put myself through for it. i just.. i don't know, really.

it's so intense sometimes, it's almost uncontrollable. thanks to the internet too, i could just feel my fingers move so lightly toward pressing on the purchase now button. i mean, my passport's alive. money.. well, i'll get by. i've survived china, why wouldn't i - again, now.

could it be in the genes?
(mom's all-ways on the move, dad took off, hell, even my grandmother left her country for my handsome uniformed-claded pilot grandfather)

or the mole beneath my feet?
(that other burmese belief).

sigh.. mystery - unsolved.

politics

i deal with b-s in the office.
i come home to a migraine,
sleeping to a national crisis.

told ya my life's interesting.

selamat hari raya haji btw.

2:286

today she broke down.
she cried her heart out,
all day.

touched by your concern.

blood is thicker than water.
that my friend, is a scientific myth.

wake up, ma!

wake up, please.

a happy family does not exist.
(hang on, wait. actually the - family it self does not exist)
i'm sorry but let's not pretend & cheat ourselves for goodness sake.

"father and son will be here on the 18th. want to come?"

let me just bite my tongue and save my sins.
rather, attend to my flu now.

flustered

blood is thicker than water. so they say.
+ my throbbing headache wont go away.
let me just remind myself of al-baqarah 286.

details to be disclosed by 24th january.
let's see. let's hope. let's start seeding the faith plant.

the hunt

fell in love with the greens. my god cantik!!!

and yeah. invested in the E-MOE.
im not sure if ive been this crazy.

next

5876 finished, saturday 1030am-ish?
too many things happened in between.

you, were the in betweens.

3 days & counting

tired like fuck! and agitated.

this has to be penned down so that i remember what it feels like 3 days before completing my masters. theres like god knows how many more thousand words to write, graphics to draw, and presentation materials that has yet to start. all due this saturday. again shall i reiterate, group work (most if not all) sucks big time.

thank god for andrew. AZ, you're a champ.

today - at IRIS. i finally got to see, what you've been telling me all these while.

and in the midst of all these, im preparing the presso for DA and the No.1.
alhamdulillah they are happy with the slides, but the guys are so terrified of DA that we're gonna run through several layers of approval before this goes out.

so tak jadi lah pi MOF tmr to meet DA,
maka tak jadilah cakap kat DA abt you.
sorry, next time ya. He knows best :)

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Q: why so serabut? like as if you're thinking of the country's problem.
A: precisely why.

london weather gets me yo!