listen to your heart

it tells you everything you need to know.
it is the closest thing to your soul.

BBQ with yazid's

"appreciate everything. but attach yourself to nothing" (IY)

they were a beautiful family indeed.

solitare

1001 things on my mind.

the current house. headache.
the future house. mega headache.
the bills.
the office.
the job.
the car. oh dear lord the car.
the family.
your family.

figuring how to provide for myself. and for you. and how to sustain all this provision. is probably the ultimate headache now.

feeling solemn. not really sure why until i was chatting with zai and figured that out as we went. i think its because of the house hunting. again. or maybe all of the above.

thoughts provoking

we are hurt.
only because.
we allow ourselves to.

i was told so.
is that true?

how do you allow yourself to get hurt?

undone

stitches removed. thank goddd. alhamdulillah :)
wound still sore but better jaw movement.

i hv this "i miss you" and "i really, really care for you" feeling. not sure to whom though. there r many yous.

last night, we exchanged a little thought. it felt nice. civil, almost. albeit only a brief moment. it was on diving :)

the MOS

was traumatic enough.
going without painkillers was another drama.
but the antibiotics were the ones that nearly killed me.

less wise now with 2 wisdom tooth gone.
dread for the next ordeal to remove lefties.

oooooouuuuchh!