that thud in your heart. what do you do with it?

acknowledge and resolve it, or brush it past?

here's me thinking out loud:

this entire project is worrying me sick. tried and still trying to find some relevance in all that we're doing. but the deeper i get into it, the more faults i find. you see, we have a partner who tries to rip off the client. and the client (for all intense and purposes, being locals) will never realise what the whites are doing to them. and this is the umpteenth juncture i find myself battling with where this project is heading to.

something is seriously wrong. i can put my finger on it. but am uncertain if i should raise this and to whom. have done before but not sure if its of any help (to anyone), sigh all these money making people.

but this is going deeper into shit creek and im extremely concern. have brainstormed with all levels of people... but only You can tell me how to move forward with this. i trust no one else, so please speak to me.

and that's me giving my body, mind, heart and soul for my clients.

it not just rockstar's future im concern about, it's the immediate 500 people im more worried of.