i may hurt, but i will not break

dinner was a healthy portion of:

lies,
ignorance,
backstabbing,
withheld deserving promotion, and
betrayal

my heart aches with its every beat. but i am still working. as we speak. i am still delivering. because this is my akad. my fardhu kifayah. and apparently now.. also a fardhu ain. i guess you'll never understand.

funny how you're going for your haj nx month. and this is the dinner you served me with.

thank you, nevertheless. may allah bless your soul.

funny how..

that very one person who once would reach the stars for you is the very same one who could make this universe feels like a vacuum.

encik, you puzzle me good.

please grant me all the strength i need